my knee made dozens of small steps forward during these weeks. yesterday it made a step back, without its fault. it was my responsibility and i'm sorry. i went back home and felt angry, not for the first time, but for the last. defeating the dragons in my knee is a fight, nothing else. a fight against the pain, a fight against time and a fight with and against my passion for this sport in the same moment. my rage is gone today, because i know myself. yesterday can't beat today and especially not tomorrow. and i will be where the pictures in my head already are.

i collected a lot of material during my training time in austria. there is going to be a film about these steps forward and back and forward. watch the defeating dragons trailer. and kneever give up.